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Saturday, July 14, 2007
8:49 PM

A bid farewell

Y must good things come to an end...

My dear colleaque is aready leaving the organisation for better career path..yes, the guy whom can be extremely pain in the butt most of the times, and yet eventually, he is also the guy whom will be greatly missed. The guy tht i most rely on when needed in the dept, the times where we hide in the corner, consoling and dwelling over issues..sharing over experiences, exchanging opinions and advices regard him like a gerlfren to me.

I will have to adapt to his absence and silence...n office will not be the same without dis bud...

Its amazing how people u meet 5 times a week can bring a significant meaning to ur life...well, i no of a few of them tht will.

Some things are better left unsaid...to give some ppl a benefit of their doubt and to be more careful wif ppl around U these days...

But isnt it ironic to have people telling U to speak up more .....

should speak less????...sigh

Anyway, they say good things comes in small packages, n in the meantime i hope i'll receive my packages if god's willing...insyallah

Farewell my fren..good luck and may you find success in your future endeavorous.
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Wednesday, July 04, 2007
7:31 PM

Everyday I prayed for a better tomorrow..

Only words best describe my feelings..

And to realize how fortunate I am to have frens n loved ones by my side..

As I shall never regard this agonizing experience as ill fated that has been bestowed upon me.

Give me a leeway to find peace, help me past time and guide me wif answers

For Its never easy…like swallowing thorns in my throat..

Temporarily I put joy at a halt and hope to taste happiness soon …if god’s willing…insyallah


Sunday, July 01, 2007
11:18 AM

A day of an unfortunate event..a day of many sleepless nites to come..

I am at my own stake and I have to embrace this predicament soon..

Only god knows the distress im in rite now…

I persistently very much wanted to believe tht this is sumhow a nightmare and i shall wake up knowing tht dis is not real…but unfortunately it is not…

Im not in the mood for anything, but i will try to be my normal self beneath this torment, but If I failed to do so at sum circumstances, for wats its worth, Im really sorry.

And so, till this nightmare is over and regain myself back to consensus and hopefully in god’s will, I’ll be able to overcome dis wif my mind at ease, insyallah.

And rite now, I shall temporarily be hiding under the cold blanket wif hopeful tht this is going to be over soon..


Sunday, June 17, 2007
8:50 AM

Today I penned down the most heartfelt and joyous moment of my life – the marriage of my best friend.

A phenomenal, fill with tradition wedding it is. Where frens gather to share dis special moment. And of coz, the bride looks splendidly stunning, and none other accompanied by the greatest love of her life, the groom. And alhamdullilah, evrything went proportionally well.

So, the trios have now down to duo. And it seems like yesterday, where this trios (jaymah, jonet & joyam = 3J’s) luv hangovers, flirting and the craziness we once shared. N i shall cherish every moment and the friendship we have built together.

So Mariam, May you embark a journey to a blissful marriage life…and hopefully, more good news in near future…insyallah..hehe ...Enjoy your honeymoon!!!






Saturday, June 16, 2007
7:04 AM

Bachelorette no more..

Friendship remains...
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Selamat Pengantin Baru

Mr & Mrs Zul

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Thursday, June 14, 2007
8:43 PM

ok, based on the previous entry, i no many are confused abt the gubahan i made....

Can u actually see the strawberries? Perhaps u r wondering wat the heck have i done? haha...the flowers may have get in too much way for the strawberries to stands out. U can't see the strawberries coz it has been coated fully with chocolate.

So let me give u a clearer view of how the strawberries look like when dipped with chocolate and design it as a tuxedo.


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8:40 AM

I'm extremely shagged...even coffee dun do any gd..
dis droopy eyes is gonna shut on me real soon!
my last resort? took half day..

and i had a veri good nap...


AND...

My gerl's getting married!

Tomorrow's her solemnisation ceremony, and i can't help believing tht dis fren for 11 years is getting married...not tht im not happy for her ok, but things will be diff..no more silly moments, no more flirting and no more obnoxious behavior anymore. Im gonna miss tht moment a LOT!! ok now im getting a bit emotional..watever u'll be, i still LUV U the same, dear!


Till we meet again, U n Zul...


Nothing much within my contribution, nothing great, juz a small thot for ur add-ons.

Hope u like it!


Tuxedo chocoate dipped strawberrry with fresh flowers


All made by Yours Truly....

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Monday, June 11, 2007
9:22 AM

i hardly had time nowadays..exhausted and sick...too many to share but too little time to spare...but sumhow i'll squeeze sum teeny weeny bit of time and make up for it sumday.

It's 12.40 am now, n i shall make dis entry a jiffy.

4 more days to go before my best fren's wedding! Im ecstatic to see the gorgeous soon-to-be-bride. And dearie, pls dun worry too much, juz prepare urself to be the 'princess' and i'll be ur humble slave for tht day ok...

I dun feel so good..perhaps age is catching up on me, feeling fatique and restless....and getting FREAKING FAT...

Does time flies, or have i been bz?

im now gazing at the calendar, watching the days pass by me and impatiently waiting for the day, DARN! tht'll be the 9 Aug till the next hols...

ok, to end.. sum photos to share here. Sis had a bad day last sat...and we got her occupied. Task? Taking photos...well,tht should do...LOL