An amazing dream

Amid of wat has happened. Nothing beats this gd news. i dreamt of my late dad. A wonderful one. Although i dunno wat it means, im savouring it. He was hugging me tightly, tenderly caressing me, 'saying tht he misses me so much'...gosh, im in tears now.

There's so much i wanted to tell him..SO much tht i didnt realise it was just a dream. Its a sign...i no wat i shuld do...

I was comforted by the dream and i feel so much better...

Confession of a broken heart

A gd fren of mine ends his bachelor status as of today. A fren who has tremendously stood by me thru good and bad times..the only man i called true fren. The man whom i used to be with..??

I couldnt explain this further but this is wat i call it...fate.

Few blocks apart from where we live, however, time doesnt permit us to be closer. Fate.

Met him back den, broke the news..secrets blurted out = dissapointment, upset, decieved. Fate.

Put the past aside and bury the hatchet, we have since became gd frens.

Now, we were far apart, in 2 diff world.

The day of his solemnisation, met him to pass a wedding gift..Exchange of tears and emotions..but pls dun get us wrong...im not like Julia Roberts in 'My best friend's wedding' and im not here to crush anybody's wedding ok. It was merely the tears of joy.

Dun feel like going to his wedding or perhaps i was juz trying to console myself. Sumthing doesnt feel rite, heavy heart, confused, although i very much wanted 2 go. Berat mata memandang, berat lagi hati memikul.

I was in denial.

So this is it...i've done enuf thinking.

I remember sum1 i knew ever said this to me: U let sum1 go b'cos u know tht the reason u did this, is b'coz u luv tht sum1.

I couldnt agree more.

Now, words alone cannot describe the goodness in this man, and i thk him for the very fond memories, and making me as some1 close to his heart. Biar jauh di mata, dekat di hati. This is fate.

I wish him a blissful marriage and a gd future ahead. Semoga kekal ke akhir hayat.

There, i think ive said enuf before i go carried away...I juz need a gd sleep now..im glad i juz wrote dis entry.

HAPPY 41ST NATIONAL DAY, FELLOW S'POREANS!

ROAR LIKE A LION...SOAR LIKE A BIRD

Nothing much i would do today. Except going to East Coast wif my mum. Take a stroll, went bedok jetty for a while to satisfy the privilege of driving a weekend car w/o having to pocket out the miserable 20 bucks..hehe. I enjoyed the NDP parade on TV, though..hope u'all had fun today coz today is abt U, S'poreans!

And of coz, im adding my vain photos again..

HELEN THE BABY FOX

MUST-WATCH MOVIE!

Today, my crazy sis called me and anxiously telling me abt a moving Japanese movie she recently watched. A true heartwarming story abt a boy and a fox. Sis told me how she cried watching it, and convinced me to join her in tears (and for her case, AGAIN for the 2nd time wif me). So i thot i have to go watch it myself. Ask mum along, get sis to get the tixs and the tissues ready (in case i need it..hehe). Of coz, my sis cried earlier than i thot, followed by mum and yes, sudden downpour of water came rolling down from my eyes..DARN! i can't control it! I must be gd tht they didnt notice me crying discreetly..haha..kakak, yes, i confess ok! So peepz, dis movie deserves a commendation and i urge u to go watch it or regret! I promise this movie is worth more than ur bucks..mark my words for dis one ok. Two Thumbs Up! I wouldnt mind watching it again...Anybody?

Abt 'Helen the baby fox':

Taichi, a young boy who has just arrived from the big city, discovers a `northern fox' puppy crouching near the side of the road and despite the objections of those around him, decides to take care of the charming creature... But, somehow the baby fox puppy cannot see, cannot hear and cannot bark. The baby fox, now named `Helen,' responds to Taichi's devoted efforts to care for her and begins to strive to live. The boy and his veterinarian family watch over her with encouragement and love. The story is based on an incident actually experienced by TAKETAZU Minoru, who is involved in wildlife conservation in Hokkaido. This charming animal story is deeply moving...perhaps to the point of tears. PLS WATCH THE TRAILER!

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